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MICHELLE,
20th of August is love. I ♥ my family & my awesome friends: Machellyndy, BHG, LAfans. I live for food ,and I'm gonna be trilingual, yay. :D
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FLY AWAY,
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Tuesday, December 08, 2009, 6:37 PM
I'm thinking two, is better than one.
I think this is so especially true. okay back back :D I know I've been MIA for like... almost a week alrd. Nothing much to say, life's been pretty dull. D: But anywaaaaaaay,
Now I'm still trying to figure out how to go internet & why the bluetooth is so stupid. D: But thanks to these people for all your help before/during/after I bought it: Weiling, Zhenling, Ranice, Marlene, Jinx. Hahaha. Thanksssss I know I spammed alot people smses :/ Yst went cca ( Okay it was a last min decision, shan't talk about it here). Quite okay, got back alot of songs incl. firstsuite. Ohyay!:D (I know I'm going to regret saying this after awhile though, lol.) After pract ended for the non-tour people weiling came with 20 bottles of JASMINE green tea that was sponsored by ranice. Omg jasmine green tea! LOL. Then everyone started shouting "I WANT JASMINE GREEN TEA" then snatch and drink. Super cooooooool to the max hahahaha. Yst's practice ownz lah. :D Somebody still can laugh when we drink lol. I thought she'd be jealous cos we drink her cousins then never offer her. :O! So yeah that's about it. Going to jane's house again tmrw, hopefully can finish up my emaths and ss :D -fingers crossed- Hmmm oh yes and, BONVOYAGE RANICEEEEEEE walao go newzealand lucky girl. I know you left alrd (yst evening) but nevermind! Hahaha have a good trip. Omg I & bonvoyage to you too. Lol. I know I didnt say it this time but I still mean it :/ And maybe its better for us this way, because you're happy and I'm okay. I think. Thursday, December 03, 2009, 8:11 PM
I'm going to find the way back now, but its gotten too deep.
"Its not that I don't know how to let go of the past. Its the demons of the past that keep haunting me." :) Firstly, just wnt to say tht I owe a huge apology to the bhg. Sorry to have to make us miss our gathering today! ): Will make it up soon ok! Ok, I know I failed to maintain this blog this week. Hahaha. Me, jane, & dy got a homework mission! And we're gonna gonna gonna chiong our homework asap. :D Went to jane's house to do amaths & watch the davinci code the other day. I guess the show deserves some credit, but aft reading the book the shows always suck, right. Hahaha. Cool effects though. :) Cca yst, wasted time again. Pekchekpekchekpekchek ): However, we(ranice jane marlene me) did spend most of the time gossiping about fashion and stars in the bandstore. It was superrrr funny anw. Thn, lunch'ed at heartland mall with jane. Finally got to eat my omelette! :D Am super happy cos my mum finally agreed to sponsor me like 200 bucks for my itouch. Yay :D Have to find a way to come up with the rest of the money now, though. D: Maybe starve for a week or something. Lol. Like real I can, hahahahaha. On top of tht, I've finished my physics yaaaay. gonna have alot of fun with jane & dy once dy's back from hk. love the girls to the max ok! thanks for the motivation & all our outings :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Sunday, November 29, 2009, 8:05 PM
But now that I've started, I don't know how to stop fighting for it,
I can't believe I'm here now when I'm supposed to finish up the english essay assigned by mrs ng 2 weeks ago and yeah today is the freaking deadline and I'm still stuck at the last paragraph. D:[/rant] Ok just going to make it a quick one. Open house yst, not going to make alot of comments, except I've gone to better ones. Lol. Left aft watching the band perform & went compass to eat lunch with zhenling.:D Was pretty annoyed with my family yst. When I was at compass point, they msg me & asked if I wnted to go tamp. mall with them. So I said okay, and they asked me to hurry there. Thn I immediately went over aft lunch and was alrd on 72 when my sister called me and said they were at compass & haven't gone to tamp. yet. Like, seriously, wtfzzzkpmanz. -,- But anyway, met them at hg mall & bus'ed to tamp. tgt. Dinner'd & walked ard tamp. mall only, then me & my sister were very tired. Lol. Nxt time gng to go centurysquare and the others! Hahaha. & I wnt to go like alone or with friends. Cos my mum dont wnt to spend money on me. So I'm like, okaaaaaay you all go there window shop only -,- I'm gng to get alot alot alot of hairbands :D Teehee. Still fun anyway. I think. Hahaha. Anyway. I just wnted to say tht I don't give a damn about you anymore. So you dontwnt to be part of this equation anymore. You don't even mention the name please. Tht's ok with me. You can have more fun with them. I hope you do or your life's really screwed. As screwed as your brains and priorities are. Thursday, November 26, 2009, 9:11 PM
How do I stop myself from thinking so much.
Hello. I dont know why, but everytime I eat mintchip icecream I feel very happy. LOL Spent nearly 20 bucks today. I'm offically broke D: But it was okay, it was fun going out with dy & my sister. :D Ya Kun'ed at tpy, Plaza Sing'ed, lunched at Orchard, Plaza Sing'ed again. SEE HOW MUCH WE ATE :O Alot. Taka's basement ftw. btw, I think the x'mas decorations at orchard sucks this year. THEY ARE SERIOUSLY FRIGHTENING. LOL. I think the 1st one was the best. HAHAHAHA. & Cindy hates the Paragon's theme of butterflies this year. :D Oh yeah, and thanks to my sister, who bought me some clothes for my bear today. Yay :) Impulse buying ftw. I got a new hairband. :) Selamat hari raya to muslims tmrw. :) Gembira, gembira! Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 9:36 PM
push it to the back of our minds.
I hate that Coke Lime is now out of production. Like, seriously. ITS SO NICE PLEASEEEE.Anyway, I'm enjoying the last can we Today was a waste of time. Let's not talk about it. Am going out with dy tmrw! LOL. Damn excited -,- I hate staying at home. The feeling just...sucks. I also can't do hmwk or any of those at home. And I don't feel like using the comp the whole day either. So yeah, basically rot. I DONT LIKE IT. Aimless aimless day tomorrow without spending too much money (I hope.) I like. :) BTW MY MUM IS GETTING A NEW MP4 FOR MY SISTER WHILE SHE FLAT OUT REFUSE TO GET ME AN ITOUCH, or even just a simple mp3. !!! I realise with you, there's no shades of gray, only black and white. There's no maybe/tentative/unsure, only yes and no. There's no friends without being enemies or lovers. There's no talking, only whispering or yelling. You dont want to go to the extreme, but you don't want to be in this area in between them too. Tell me where are those imaginary boundaries, then I'll tell you I won't overstep them. Monday, November 23, 2009, 9:19 PM
Because it'll make it easier for me to stop loving you.
" Maybe I'm so tired of trying to make you love me back, that I'm trying to make you hate me now. " Fyi, it's not a crime to hate. And no, it's not bad.Cca today wowz. disney ftw, piasa runs for the win! Hahahaha I'm really, really stuck there. Was super tired today, almost fell asleep while talking to dy halfway on the bus. :O Its not like I slept that late, or woke up that early. On the bright side, I'm a happy girl cos I'm out of parade. :) Yay & so is dy! Anyway, BONVOYAGE KRYSTAL & JINX :D & the rest of the vietnam trip people leaving tmrw too. I'm looking forward to openhouse (?). Saturday, November 21, 2009, 2:59 PM
I need a distraction.
![]() Tht crazy, I-dk-what-this-is-called feeling again. Cca yst and today. And.... nothing. (: Hahaha. I think it totally wasted my friday because there were like only 4 clar. (weemeng left earlier and the 3rd sound totally gone aft he left :O! ). Plus, we're all not going hk... but fine tht's not valid lol. Helped ranice play the 1st part, or rather it was her helping me and I just made it louder. LOL. & No matter how fun and cool the 1st part is, it is super exhausting. Hahaha. Must really, respect the 1st clar. huh :D Thn today's parade really sucked, for me at least. Maybe I old alrd, don't have the strenght alrd. Hahaha. Ohwellz. Almost banged into the plant and fainted thr. Wahlau. -_- Anyway I'm serious. I dontwnt to participate in it. So, stop please. I know you all mean well and I owe you as much, but someone taught this to me last time, its best to put yourself first. Because if you can't and you insist on it, you're not only gng to hurt yourself, you're gng to screw others up too. I'm getting super tired of cca actually. Ok I know people gng to read this and... come lecture me or whatever. But I have alot of valid reasons ok. Tsk. I want to step down as asl/sl or whatever. I want to step down from cca. Like, you know. ASAP. I know I'm going to miss my juniors so much, esp my awesome section tht has done so much for me, but I think its giving me so much grief I might as well just stop trying. Lol. Oh well but don't worry. I'll hang around just long enough to teach you guys (although I'm not perfect myself). Or, just to support you guys or whatever. Hahaha. (: Unless anyone wants to come strip me of my post or anything then I'll be more than happy to leave. I think I'm quite tired & tht's why I'm suddenly blurting everything out. It feels so much better though. I hope you know it was also you tht made me feel this way. Sucks much manz. Why don't you go back and learn your basics properly, especially your values well, before coming back and applying to lead us huh? I tell you, I almost had this passion for it. And then you took over. So don't ever blame me for not loving this cca as much as I should. Not your fault? TOO BAD (elim way). It is. (: I hope the good weather today continues on to tmrw. Ohyay, going meet jane :D CINDY! GET WELL SOON MY DEER. I MISS YOU ALRD. D: Tag replies: |